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Well... I did something I'm not proud of, but instead of feeling bad or guilty... I surprisingly don't feel anything. Like it was just another thing on my list-o-shit to do. He didn't mind it either, hell, he even talked about her in my kitchen... (her=wife) like it was just another conversation. Wow. I should feel something, right? Maybe? Damn it! Hmm... I do not have romantic feelings for him but I did tell him he better not let that shit get weird with us. I mean, it's not akward for me but I know some people may have difficulty seeing someone after a one night stand thing. So... yeah... that's what's going through my head now...
I'm back on third shift for those that didn't know... couldn't deal with Dr. Jekyll/Mrs. Hyde shit any longer. It was torture!! I felt like shooting myself in the face!! I had to be on my good behavior and y'all know how I am... If it's in my head, it's coming out of my mouth! It's gotten really bad here lately. I was told the other night (by someone I know that has a really 'bad attitude') that I was in really rare form and that he must be rubbing off on me. I'm just getting tired of bullshit and stupid people! Is that a bad thing!?
My mom calls me this morning... before 6 am and asks me 'If daddy werent able to make a decision about my health, would you?' um, what!? Daddy's the POA for her, she wants me to be the alternate. She then proceeded to tell me her final wishes and what she wants done. Then she says 'I want you to have grannys rings. I hope they bring you as many years of happiness as they did me and momma.' and the tears came... and so did a six pack... why? I had a good other kind of buzz going (see first rambling), why did you have to bring that up!? I know it's something that needs to be discussed, but not on the phone at 6 in the morning!! Oh, man!! What a day!! My dreams were messed up, too! Woke up with a head ache from hell!

Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
amused amused
Current Music:
Bush - Machinehead
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So they say 'when it rains, it pours'. Can't be any more true than that. I've got men coming out of my ass... that sounds kinky does it not!?!? I'm enjoying every single bit of it because God only knows when He's going to say 'ENOUGH!! TO MUCH FUN FOR YOU!!!!!' It's very tiring... good thing I've been working out a bit so I can handle it all... Okay... enough about that... no details, just know that all is good in the world of Jamie.

I've got the Presbyterian group and they refuse to let me have the weekend off!! It's my first three day weekend and I have to be here... Daily bill reviews at 9 in the morning and a final bill review on Monday at 2 in the afternoon... bummer!! I wouldn't mind working any other weekend, but this one.... damn! I had to cancel all my plans because of this... I had good times in mind at the river with friends, too!! Oh well.... it's all overtime!!! YAY!!!  

Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
busy busy
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Why are people so damn rude!? I'm having a nice conversation, talking to someone intently and you come over and start running your mouth like you've got something to say. Everyone sees you darling... no need to butt into an A-B conversation. Maybe you're intimidated by people taller than you? I don't know, nor do I really care, but it's getting really effing old!!! STOP IT!!! STOP BEING SO DAMN RUDE!!! I'M TIRED OF IT!!
Current Mood:
angry angry
Current Music:
Eric Clapton - The Cream of Clapton
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How well do you know your next-door neighbors?

Seeing as you asked... just found out that we live down the street from a murderer. Out on parole. Been home for the last month or so. 
My next door neighbor is paranoid skitzophrenic. Everyone is breaking into her house and taking her shit.
We have a crack house 2 houses down. They have very small kids there all the time. Lovely place to raise young'ns, I know! 
Our neighbors that are tired of this kind of living have formed ourselves a neighborhood watch. Sounds like good times waiting to happen, doesn't it!?

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It's been so long since I've posted... I'm working days for a couple of weeks now. I'm learning how to do other areas and venues. Fun times. People are looking at me all funny and stuff, I don't like it. I feel down right awful. I hardly know anyone anymore and the people in the office are looking at me like I have a second head growing out of my shoulders. 
I hate working for a place that allows people to be thrown into positions they don't deserve because they know of a certain affair or are someone's bitch and will do whatever they tell them to do. I hate that I can't kiss ass as well as some people and get what I want. I have to WORK MY ASS OFF to get what I want!! Why can't you!? You damn CUNT! You're lazy! You're a manipulator! You're a user! (<-- and by that I don't mean drugs.) Why can't you get over yourself, you're not a god and when the time comes and if someone else'd job is in jeopardy, it's your ass... not theirs, they won't save you like you think they will! Whew!! I feel a little better. I believe that if you give a person enough rope, they'll hang themselves... I just wanna be there when it happens. Is that wrong of me?!

Hmm... haven't posted in a while and all aI do is bitch. Gotta get back to work now. There's a lot to learn on day shift! It blows my mind!!

Peace out, y'all!!

Current Location:
Work in the hole
Current Mood:
exhausted exhausted
Current Music:
Bob Marley
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So it seems that all I've been doing lately is working... maybe so. I did, however, move in with Liz. We now reside in Hermitage. We have a third girl that's supposed to move in around the 15th of this month... she promised us that she would move in with us on the 15th of last month, but that didn't happen. Liz and I have decided that if she doesn't move in this month she can forget about it. We already have someone else wanting to move in with us and it's a guy. Maybe that would be the best... Too much estrogen.  I'm loving it so far. I'm not gonna make any promises, I'm just gonna have an optimistic outlook on things. In the words of Joe Dirt 'you cant have no in your heart'. I'm taking that road. I like the idea, too, of being so close to everything. Having things made available for me that once wasn't. (Chinese delivery for instance!! KICK ASS!!!) 
Momma's doing well since her surgery. Doc has already released her. He's pleased with how she's progressing. They're both eager to get her other hip done now. 
Believe it or not.... that's about all that's going on right now. It's Monday night at the hotel and most of you know what that means... DOWNTIME!! I'm loving my postition now, but I'm still a little unsure about the boss... That's another story for face to face discussion though. With all the people getting fired for their comments on things like this... 
Talk to y'all later!! 
Love all y'all!!! 
XXXOOO
Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
awake awake
Current Music:
Bonnie Rait - Luck of the Draw album
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I know it's been a while for me on here. A lot has happened. I don't even know where to start... Let's start from my vacation. It started on Dec. 29. I had 10 days off and used 3 vacation days.. Damn I'm good! Anyway. Nothing happened, didn't go anywhere, do anything. Went to Amy's and got drunk. Big surprise, huh!? Came back to work as usual. I'm LOVING my new job, but not my new boss. She kinda sucks. The people down there have no sence of humor and only 2 on the day shift speak english. BUT, I'd rather have that than people belittling me, cursing me, spitting at me and so on....  I won tickets to the Sound and Speed deal in Nashille a week or so ago. (NASCAR and country music together--- can we all say REDNECK HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!) Anyway, I go with my uncle Jimmy and while in line for arm bands, we start talking to a couple of women in front and behind us (we're both Aquarians, it's in our nature) and the women in front of us are an absolute HOOT!! O-M-G!!! Pam and Teri ( Teri goes by Tink - as in Tinkerbell) Tink does the cheerleading/beauty pagent thing. She's gotten runner up in the Miss Alabama pagent and sponsors cheerleading in Huntsville. She's only 24, real sweet, BEAUTIFUL girl. I'm not gay or anything but this chick is absolutely gorgeous! Pam... Pam is 38, has a slight (obvious) obsession with Jimmy, has been with the company she works for now for 13 years. (They both work together) 'Spending government money' they say.. I say' thats the best kinda money to spend'. We spend the ENTIRE day together. I finally got to see Mr. Keith Anderson himself!! Whew!! I got my autograph of Troy and Eddie (Montgomery Gentry) Psst... Troy has little bitty legs!!! Anyway... We exchange numbers and e-mail addys and such and they go back to Huntsville. Pam calls me a couple of days later saying that her and Tink are coming back to Nashville and would like to hang out with me. I meet them Friday night at their hotel room and we go to eat at Applebee's in the Radisson. Then we go to the Nasvhille Palace. Their friend is playing. He's about to leave the band he's in now. He got a spot on the Nashville Star. Pam and Tink say that they're just gonna move up here during that time. Jared is a little hottie and he has a damn good voice. Real sweet guy, has the total hots for Tink... Obviously! I then had to go work. I woke them up the next morning when I got off work at 7 (they wanted me to.) and we went to breakfast and shopping at Opry Mills.  I'm making my plans now to go there for the weekend next weekend. Tink said I can stay in her spare room. They'd show me around to the spots in Huntsville. And when April 30 rolls around, Jamie's gonna be on vacation soaking up redneck sweat at TALLEDEGA!!! Now that I have peeps there that can show me the ropes of my first race and party with me. I can't wait!!! Mom's had a heart attack. Still waiting on how severe it was. She didn't even know she had one. Doctor said that they're different in women than they are in men. That's why they're the silent killer among women. The house is on complete lock down. No sugers, no salts, no fats, blah blah blah,. It's a good thing though. We all needed to cut back anyway! It just really sucks that it had to be this way.. Know!?

I love meeting new people!!

Erica, thanks for the nudge! :)

Gotta go Amy and Muskrat (Amy's brother) are comin over and we're getting drunkified together and I gotta ask Amy if she wants to go to Alabama this weekend!

Til then...

Current Mood:
anxious anxious
Current Music:
Joe Dirt in the backgound
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I start my new position on Friday. Clothes shopping was depressing as hell. Erica, I can so relate to your low-rise pants dilema. It's pitiful! And I don't have a perky ass! (Fat maybe...) It's the whole age depressing youth thing I guess. But oh well. I have a couple of nice ones picked out, but the hunt continues. I'm a little nervous about the position. Jim told me I would do fine because I'm a 'fast learner'. I just can't wait to get away from these annoying guests. I'll be in my own little 4x4 cubicle. In my own lil world.

I decided that I'm really gonna make a conscience effort to boycott the Starlight... O-M-G!!!

Gotta do a lil work now...

Til then...

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Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last month I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). In February I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In November I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last week I bought porn for nirvanachick83 (-10 points). In September I helped nxdgrrl see the light (8 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-691 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich!

Sincerely,
jmedee_in_TN

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hbkcorey , I was thinking that maybe we should do something about the layout of the Keith site.... I'm not too hip on the whole process... Can we do something different? :/ If not, it's cool..
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